[SPEAKER_00] I had a feeling that I never, never, never, never had before.
[SPEAKER_00] No, no, I have a feeling.
[SPEAKER_00] And it's the feeling of not having to show you guys the thing that is.
[SPEAKER_00] the need to talk about what is lost and why i'm never gonna go to party again
[SPEAKER_00] and why i'm never gonna have a relationship again like that need is gone why i just listened to this
[SPEAKER_00] phantom song and it's just gone but otherwise with everything you guys expect of me i just
[SPEAKER_00] feel the need to like be angry about it
[SPEAKER_00] I was totally like, guys, I can't do this and that and this and that, and now, I don't have that feeling, I'm just all bent inside.
[SPEAKER_00] That's a big thing.
[SPEAKER_00] This video is one sentence.
[SPEAKER_00] The need to tell you why I'm not gonna do things, because something else is gone.
[SPEAKER_00] It's just unanswered for and that's why I'm blooming and reaching just all the time and it just doesn't stop