[SPEAKER_00] woman like woman you know like if you say something one time and they do something
[SPEAKER_00] terrible then they say oh yeah but you said it was okay then i would say yeah but i
[SPEAKER_00] didn't expect you to do it in this way you know like you say something is okay and then they
[SPEAKER_00] violate you in some major way just because you said like oh yeah sort of agree but you you did
[SPEAKER_00] not see the picture they were going to do you did not see a you know you did not have a picture
[SPEAKER_00] painter of what they're going to do then they did it and it was like something you didn't like
[SPEAKER_00] and it's like yeah but you gave me the word said yeah and then and then
[SPEAKER_00] you
[SPEAKER_00] they sort of have this idea of like you cannot backtrack you cannot look back or something then
[SPEAKER_00] okay cannot look back but then i can look like every time i say something yes or something
[SPEAKER_00] knowing what you're going to do that it is going to be way more than i like
[SPEAKER_00] there's something there's literally something that how can you say i cannot look back
[SPEAKER_00] but you did also not say what you're going to do and i'm not supposed to look back
[SPEAKER_00] all of a sudden when something like this happens it always is about
[SPEAKER_00] it's your choice to forgive her and just move on to not split because why would you ruin a
[SPEAKER_00] relationship like this you just say like i was playing because you didn't listen
[SPEAKER_00] it's all just like something that just happened you know in a week or two weeks
[SPEAKER_00] you
[SPEAKER_00] um so sure sure but why can i not i should sit on this moment like i i'm not allowed to look back
[SPEAKER_00] you're not telling what it is you're gonna do but it's just something that i don't like
[SPEAKER_00] because i said yes to something and now something completely changes in a way that you know i look
[SPEAKER_00] at you or and then you have to forgive but why can't i look back and you don't say what's gonna
[SPEAKER_00] happen
[SPEAKER_00] All these stims.