[SPEAKER_00] do you know what i think i think jesus christ is a is is total nonsense it's total [SPEAKER_00] because what letter for letter what does it mean [SPEAKER_00] means you have to be silent you have to be still like christ a cry means a cry [SPEAKER_00] that means a crow in my language jesus crow and sis like g ye it means your jesus just means [SPEAKER_00] your sister uh and i'm not a i'm not a girl i'm a man i'm a man child not a man child i'm just a [SPEAKER_00] i'm a human a man i'm not a crow i'm a lion [SPEAKER_00] And I was like, I don't know, G-lion, like G, like that's good. [SPEAKER_00] It's like G-lion. [SPEAKER_00] So I started thinking like this. [SPEAKER_00] And then I thought like what Jesus Christ means, like you have to be silent. [SPEAKER_00] I am still and silent. [SPEAKER_00] So then I thought if you have to try to be silent, that's stupid. [SPEAKER_00] So I said, I'm not G-sis, G-sis. [SPEAKER_00] is from jesus g sister but i'm like g bro i'm g brother so i was like okay i can do i can do [SPEAKER_00] something with this so i'm g brother and christ i am still in silence no because if you don't speak [SPEAKER_00] you don't it's stupid if you have to try to not speak that is stupid if you have to try to be [SPEAKER_00] silent that is stupid [SPEAKER_00] because if you don't open your mouth you are already silent or still but it is not something [SPEAKER_00] you have to try to do and i think that is the problem with jesus the christ um and that's why [SPEAKER_00] i'm g brother because and and i'm not i'm not christ i'm loud i'm loud why because i'm allowed [SPEAKER_00] to do things if you are you are for one [SPEAKER_00] already not allowed to speak and whatever you are what is literally exploding inside of you [SPEAKER_00] you have to then try to suppress that and be silent no i am loud because i am allowed to speak [SPEAKER_00] that doesn't mean i have to because if i don't want to speak i just don't you know want to speak [SPEAKER_00] um okay just imagine you play on the xbox kinect you play this game um where you have to move [SPEAKER_00] your arms there's a a wall with a hole in it and you have to put your arms so that your arms go [SPEAKER_00] through the hole i lift my arm up i lift my arm so that my arm goes through the hole if if i just [SPEAKER_00] if it's just better to not speak because of the situation then i don't have to put any effort in [SPEAKER_00] it to to not speak because i'm loud and i'm allowed to speak [SPEAKER_00] but the whole of the situation just like the connect the form of that wall of the hole in [SPEAKER_00] the wall in the connector game is just now just now just not speak why should i but [SPEAKER_00] because maybe other people are talking you know so i think that's like this in jesus christ [SPEAKER_00] is it stands for me it stands for try like try to be silent about something so you have to suppress [SPEAKER_00] you want to talk but if um yeah if you don't speak you are already silent [SPEAKER_00] so that that is not something you have to try you are just just you're already dead [SPEAKER_00] But I'm not silent, I'm loud, because I'm allowed to do what I want, when I want. [SPEAKER_00] G brother loud. [SPEAKER_00] G brother loud.