[SPEAKER_02] In the deserts of Arabia, an insurgent [SPEAKER_02] see war was raging years before I got to France. Tribes of Bedouins had united to fight a war [SPEAKER_02] that was very different from the one we fought in the trenches. Using small, mobile units, [SPEAKER_02] they challenged the might of an empire, and they were rallied around the ideas of a single, [SPEAKER_02] influential warrior. Ideas of freedom and change. [SPEAKER_01] Man makes plans, and God laughs. [SPEAKER_01] As it turned out, the small town where we would ambush the train had a significant enemy presence. [SPEAKER_01] Those troops would have to be dealt with before the explosives could be set. [SPEAKER_00] Get down, I want to get something else, boom, boom, boom, I do not think [SPEAKER_00] that Arabic woman should drink beer by the way if I could choose I would not [SPEAKER_00] necessarily Westernize it I would not Westernize Arabic woman [SPEAKER_00] that's like uh that's like uh it's sort of like killing all the indians but not their [SPEAKER_00] but not their their the people but sort of like the principles inside it's like [SPEAKER_00] yeah it's like you're killing all the indians like they're dodos but then it's like you're [SPEAKER_00] killing all the the arabic principles i think that's sort of the same i would not want to have [SPEAKER_00] um arabic woman [SPEAKER_00] You know [SPEAKER_00] drinking beer and stuff [SPEAKER_00] No, they're not no [SPEAKER_00] person is an animal. The best way to destroy an ottoman is with another ottoman or with [SPEAKER_00] an explosive. Otto is from rocket power. [SPEAKER_00] start launching broker power. Otto is the son of Raimundo and his sister is named Reggie. [SPEAKER_00] And Otto likes to do things like skipping school and going to a [SPEAKER_00] break in. He likes to skip school to go to the beach and then go surfing. [SPEAKER_00] En hij houdt van, je weet, breken in attractieparken. [SPEAKER_00] Hoe heet dat? Attractieparken. [SPEAKER_00] En om in, je weet, achtbanen te gaan. [SPEAKER_00] Breken in pretparken om in achtbanen te gaan. [SPEAKER_00] En daar een school op te staan. [SPEAKER_00] Ik denk dat ze me proberen te vertellen... [SPEAKER_01] ...dat de kleine stad waar we de trein zouden aanvallen, een belangrijke vreugdprijs had. [SPEAKER_01] Die troepen zouden moeten worden afgesloten... [SPEAKER_00] Sanit... Spijbler... [SPEAKER_00] Spijbler... [SPEAKER_00] Uh, fine, fine, that's, that's, that's, sorry to ult him off, oh, I'm at enemies, oh, okay, I'm gonna throw this one, and I, I don't want to skip school, I want to go to school, I want to do my best, I want my school life back, saw he had the choice to say, like, I want my life. [SPEAKER_00] back so i could post on facebook i want i i want my life back now he's talking about auto [SPEAKER_00] let's skip school let's go to the attraction park so i want to say i want my school life back [SPEAKER_01] man makes plans and god laughs as it turned out the small town where we would ambush the train [SPEAKER_01] had a significant enemy presence those troops would have to be dealt with before the explosives [SPEAKER_01] could be sent god let [SPEAKER_00] because if you're three years alone in your room for him it doesn't seem as [SPEAKER_00] much as a time throwing that he's a fucking asshole and then I hope he still [SPEAKER_00] is like oh listen you should asshole ha ha ha because I really did those things [SPEAKER_00] yeah so so yeah he sits there [SPEAKER_00] all this time and it's up to you with the limited you know help he gave you to understand [SPEAKER_00] what you actually should do so that you're not three years alone in your room [SPEAKER_00] because if you're a little bit lost you don't really get guided towards him [SPEAKER_00] but then he can laugh because you know god has so many i mean allah [SPEAKER_00] um he has made so many things if you say some saying there's so many meanings in it [SPEAKER_00] um he he can hear more things in what i say than what i actually mean if i [SPEAKER_00] joke if i if i joke i say this joke but you know you can hear how yeah you can hear something in it [SPEAKER_00] that will end up you know i don't want anything to be done with that [SPEAKER_00] but there's also nothing to put a break on me if i keep talking then [SPEAKER_00] whatever I say and I don't say it's a joke so now I do say it but anyway this is just [SPEAKER_00] sitting there letting what I say out of control or if I decide to not read for three years [SPEAKER_00] then that's a really big problem but there's nothing to to show me the light on that or [SPEAKER_00] something show me the light that is going to get me back [SPEAKER_00] to reading and what is the solution it is clean your room that that's the solution actually um [SPEAKER_00] found out yesterday so yeah god laughs at plants you can't just say to god yeah okay just give me [SPEAKER_00] the energy and i promise i will do it because i've been in so much pain and suffering so much pain [SPEAKER_00] it's so annoying i just want to do these things and i'll be a good person i'll do it all you know [SPEAKER_00] he laughs um he laughs [SPEAKER_00] Okay, I'm going to try to clean my room, did not work, but yesterday I cleaned it and that [SPEAKER_00] is actually what he wants. [SPEAKER_00] That's also why it says you have to be clean, but you know, okay, so you did that, but it [SPEAKER_00] was so long until I could do it. [SPEAKER_00] All this time, you're like, please, I just want this, I need this, otherwise I can't [SPEAKER_00] stand up. [SPEAKER_00] this and that. And he just laughs, and he just laughs, okay. But in all this time that [SPEAKER_00] he's waiting, you know, in all this time he's waiting laughing, there's things he's not [SPEAKER_00] doing. What people around me are doing, or something, that is what I think when he laughs. [SPEAKER_00] Every silent that he does, when he laughs, because he understands something, he knows [SPEAKER_00] something more, I don't respect that much. [SPEAKER_00] what could be the reason you could respect it is if there's a lesson or [SPEAKER_00] something I don't know but you know you could have [SPEAKER_00] told me 20 years ago in that it's fun to read his message but i didn't so 20 years i couldn't [SPEAKER_00] clean my room is that a good thing yeah i can clean my room because you need the book and [SPEAKER_00] without cleaning your room um sort of your body doesn't work and when you clean your room all [SPEAKER_00] sort of [SPEAKER_00] my my blood flow started flowing i felt blood in my head started flowing i had more energy [SPEAKER_00] when i just cleaned the refrigerator but yeah god allah i mean allah the only one almighty [SPEAKER_00] didn't tell me his message in a language i could understand [SPEAKER_00] and in a fun way even though it's really easy to do that [SPEAKER_00] Um, and then you're 20 years, you cannot clean your room and therefore feel so bad and lost. [SPEAKER_00] And now I finally clean my room, all those things. [SPEAKER_00] And, and in all the time, you know, whatever he's doing, he's waiting, he's just sitting [SPEAKER_00] there every second that goes by is, means more to me than it does to him. [SPEAKER_00] Because I really try to, I really try. [SPEAKER_00] hard i wanted to belong with people i wanted that people liked me and stuff then another thing that [SPEAKER_00] god that allah has is like you can i remember that from south park the movies teaches what people [SPEAKER_00] don't tell us okay i saw that like when i was really young but i just left when they said [SPEAKER_00] um you know those words uh swearing um so one thing but now i know what it really means so like [SPEAKER_00] such a [SPEAKER_00] face uncle you're an honorary an honorary bastard uncle okay an honorary bastard so i think [SPEAKER_00] just it just means that you go to your uncle and i don't know you say like can i have can i get [SPEAKER_00] something from you plan to destroy the train and the the goal actually is to give to your uncle [SPEAKER_00] give to your father give to your mother that is the goal no one told me that and even your [SPEAKER_00] parents and your family says keep the money keep the money no i don't want anything from you no [SPEAKER_00] no so [SPEAKER_00] If Allah does not give me the message in my own language, and not in a fun way, [SPEAKER_00] then how am I going to do this? [SPEAKER_00] Well, you know, 20 years with a terrible room, terrible, it's not, you know, [SPEAKER_00] I just get up, try to clean, and then it's just, [SPEAKER_00] oh, I cannot do this any second longer, but now I can. [SPEAKER_00] But all this time he's just sitting there laughing, maybe, [SPEAKER_00] not laughing maybe sometimes but he's sitting there this is a dua by the way [SPEAKER_00] Thank you for watching! [SPEAKER_00] I came here to destroy, uh, hearts, and... [SPEAKER_00] No, I'm not gonna say that. [SPEAKER_00] I blame it also on all this English music, because I listen to all this English music. [SPEAKER_00] English music. [SPEAKER_00] Music, very vague, no way that you as a child would have never heard language. [SPEAKER_00] See, you'll end up thinking that music is just made beautiful to listen to, [SPEAKER_00] but not too real so you can take it serious. [SPEAKER_00] You just listen to it to, you know... [SPEAKER_00] If you listen to rap in my language, [SPEAKER_00] dutch and it's exactly your life situation you can take it very seriously but you're [SPEAKER_00] not gonna listen to it for fun but english is sort of like sort of not completely you [SPEAKER_00] know lights will guide you home you know as a child what is it supposed to be [SPEAKER_00] And ignite your boats. What is that supposed to mean? [SPEAKER_00] So I just thought it was just like a little bit like, oh, this is a song just to sound beautiful because, you know, what else? [SPEAKER_00] But my language is very just real. There's nothing of that. [SPEAKER_00] But my family did not listen to that. [SPEAKER_00] It all listened to English where you don't understand. [SPEAKER_00] what they're talking about things people don't really say um um yeah so i don't even listen to [SPEAKER_00] to music uh what they say anyway uh until i found out that every song i played became reality [SPEAKER_00] there's in the book in the quran is it says the ones who follow the good things they will [SPEAKER_00] they will have a good life in it um you know later the ones that listen to bad bad things [SPEAKER_00] like bad music if you listen to a song that sounds really cool but it's called it's called uh [SPEAKER_00] death uh if you call if you listen to that song and you do a dj set [SPEAKER_00] all those little songs you know [SPEAKER_00] um then you're gonna have a really bad time that is also in the quora that if you if you follow [SPEAKER_00] the good things if you buy good dvds and have all those in your house um good music you're gonna [SPEAKER_00] have a good time later but if you buy bad cds with really like when they say like motherfucker [SPEAKER_00] or something you know cds and like with dad or dad you know you know it's like those are [SPEAKER_00] things talking bad about women um too many things about sex um but if you do if you talk about good [SPEAKER_00] things you know what's really good it's like uh octa and the minute um [SPEAKER_00] En er zijn heel veel dingen die gewoon goed zijn en duidelijk en die je gewoon goed begrijpt. [SPEAKER_00] Maar Engelsen zijn minder te begrijpen. [SPEAKER_00] Ja, Engels was... [SPEAKER_00] are harder to understand so a lot of English songs they start off with this [SPEAKER_00] is something I like but you know in the middle they sound sound they sell some [SPEAKER_00] they sound a little bit why can't I talk now they say something that is something [SPEAKER_00] you actually don't really want to hear a lot of English songs [SPEAKER_00] um you know what I don't understand um okay in you know like Rihanna it's like umbrellas like [SPEAKER_00] you can stand under my umbrella you know when it's raining you know it's really nice um [SPEAKER_00] but I don't understand when when it's like like in a song she says like [SPEAKER_00] Because I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it. [SPEAKER_00] You know? [SPEAKER_00] I don't understand. [SPEAKER_00] So I earlier said I didn't understand Coldplay, but the way I understand it now, how English [SPEAKER_00] music works, is like, well, I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it. [SPEAKER_00] You can hear that as Betts. [SPEAKER_00] It's like she's a Betts, you know, like Betts man. [SPEAKER_00] So you can say, like, I may be bad. [SPEAKER_00] but I'm perfectly good at it that is what it could mean but bad bad is not [SPEAKER_00] good there's a difference between a bet and bad you know I think that is how [SPEAKER_00] English music work works it's like I may be bad but I'm perfectly good at it but [SPEAKER_00] it's actually like Batman so then it's like you know [SPEAKER_00] so yeah so all of these things that you hear my my my family did not listen to [SPEAKER_00] clear dutch music like octa and dominic um but also as a child like you know so if you have [SPEAKER_00] those things in a minute you're gonna have a good time later but if you do a dj set you don't [SPEAKER_00] listen to the through what they say and because of Coldplay you think that you [SPEAKER_00] know Coldplay, Raya, whoever it doesn't matter who maybe like Muse. And Muse also [SPEAKER_00] has a lot of things that you know I didn't understand they're beautiful [SPEAKER_00] awesome song such an awesome song but am I gonna know the consequences of [SPEAKER_00] Supermassive Black Hole when I listen to it [SPEAKER_00] I don't know, but it's an awesome song, I wouldn't stop listening to it, so those are the things, don't know what it means, but apparently, yeah, you have to buy the good things, yeah, good things, don't buy the bad things, but I did indulge, too much indulge, no, nothing indulge, I don't indulge, I just listen to it, [SPEAKER_00] um so yeah i liked those bad songs because what does it have to do with my life all these pop [SPEAKER_00] stars that are in video clips but there's nothing to do with my life or hollywood it's just movies [SPEAKER_00] and not to do so why so bad to have those movies but it's actually bad because shapes the world [SPEAKER_00] around you shapes shapes it those troops i talked i talked about my father having character [SPEAKER_00] of John Marston in Assassin's Creed 3. [SPEAKER_00] Then I talked about that my father was actually way better [SPEAKER_00] before I played those games. [SPEAKER_00] He had way more fun. [SPEAKER_00] He did things. [SPEAKER_00] He just, you know, hey, look, I got fishes. [SPEAKER_00] I have a dog and this and that happened with the dog. [SPEAKER_00] And you know, this and that. [SPEAKER_00] Okay, you know, like he does these things and fun. [SPEAKER_00] He does, you know, fun things. [SPEAKER_00] But things. [SPEAKER_00] to the video games he started having the characters of you know just of the video games like Assassin's [SPEAKER_00] Creed 3 is like a terrible father character um um so that type of thing um so yeah that [SPEAKER_00] is also if you buy music it influenced the world it makes the worlds you buy DVDs so [SPEAKER_00] you better buy the good ones if you buy bad OV or CD your parents are gonna be like that [SPEAKER_00] or [SPEAKER_00] Your love is going to be confusing [SPEAKER_00] And then the world is going to say to you [SPEAKER_00] You give love a bad name [SPEAKER_00] Then I say like [SPEAKER_00] Oh yeah but [SPEAKER_00] You sent your message in a bad [SPEAKER_00] You sent your message in a bad way [SPEAKER_00] So how I was supposed to know [SPEAKER_00] You know like those type of things [SPEAKER_00] You sent your message in a bad way [SPEAKER_00] There is also a du'a