[SPEAKER_00] cracked your skull it's gonna get even harder people are always gonna leave you behind and just [SPEAKER_00] like just like him you're gonna you know get some fruit from someone and you owe your soul to the [SPEAKER_00] people in the place and you get you get left that's because he if you read his if you really [SPEAKER_00] read his story you don't really see what he did wrong [SPEAKER_00] So, those type of things, and I just wish it would just be very easy. [SPEAKER_00] I wish it is so easy what I just talked about, but I get so sad about, I mean I feel really [SPEAKER_00] sad right now, because I wish eating was so easy as pancake recipe.