[SPEAKER_00] I'm getting blood. Ik krijg bloed.
[SPEAKER_00] Your mind has opened up the blood web last night. I got out of the fog in a manner of speaking I
[SPEAKER_00] arrived in a pocket of
[SPEAKER_00] tranquility
[SPEAKER_00] with the monster
[SPEAKER_00] was nowhere to be seen i stopped running and was immediately filled with a strange calmness
[SPEAKER_00] i laid down near the bonfire closed my eyes for the first time in what seemed like days after long
[SPEAKER_00] deep breaths i plunged into what i first thought was the darkness of a dreamless sleep and then i
[SPEAKER_00] saw
[SPEAKER_00] it's the blood web a space between reality and abstraction there is no
[SPEAKER_00] sleep here only torment even my own mind is shared and bent at the entity's will
[SPEAKER_00] Benedict Baker's journal November 1869 96 I'm sorry it is not 69 it is November
[SPEAKER_00] 1896
[SPEAKER_00] I also lived through this well you're always awoken by think people outside
[SPEAKER_00] like you have to wake up
[SPEAKER_00] early there is no sleeping until you're fully you know vitalized it is a while ago but you
[SPEAKER_00] know like always know someone knocking on your door you feel tired all day and all of
[SPEAKER_00] a sudden in the night you feel awake you try to do things and during the day but you just
[SPEAKER_00] you
[SPEAKER_00] sleepy and your focus is just there's no focus now i do have focus but again i didn't someone
[SPEAKER_00] always knocking at the door asking you to do tasks that you are too drained to do
[SPEAKER_00] and always in that time when someone asked me to be on appointment
[SPEAKER_00] I always said like, yes, I want to, because I want to better my life.
[SPEAKER_00] But then for some reason, this thing is called the entity.
[SPEAKER_00] The entity kept me awake the night before and made me, you know, kept me awake the night before.
[SPEAKER_00] So then I had always when this person came to my door to say it's ready to go to the appointment, I always had to say no.
[SPEAKER_00] been awake all day now i have to sleep until four in the evening so this is also something
[SPEAKER_00] i experienced i'll read it again i don't think so maybe yeah i can read it again okay i can't
[SPEAKER_00] later i can i'm gonna keep reading this because this is actually something that happened a lot
[SPEAKER_00] but now
[SPEAKER_00] last call of times it isn't really happening and yeah can i do something with this what is this
[SPEAKER_00] But there are so many things about this entity, you know, Mission Impossible, Dead Reckoning Part 2, they also talk about an entity, you know, and it felt like I went to that movie in the cinema.
[SPEAKER_00] So yeah, I see it in multiple places, and this perfectly describes what I've been going through, so it either has something to do with me, which I think it has, everything has a little bit to do with me lately.
[SPEAKER_00] Yeah
[SPEAKER_00] It's okay.
[SPEAKER_00] If he comes up, I'm going down.
[SPEAKER_00] We're generating...
[SPEAKER_00] It's for a generator!
[SPEAKER_00] What to do now?
[SPEAKER_00] Uh-oh.
[SPEAKER_00] Okay.
[SPEAKER_00] There's someone over there.
[SPEAKER_00] Oh, there's the generator!
[SPEAKER_00] Go, Ming!
[SPEAKER_00] No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[SPEAKER_00] Hide!
[SPEAKER_00] And now I'm going where we just came from.
[SPEAKER_00] Let's go there.
[SPEAKER_00] That doesn't sound good anyway.
[SPEAKER_00] they run right there it comes out in the where are the generators
[SPEAKER_00] Thank you.
[SPEAKER_00] Oh, there it comes.
[SPEAKER_00] Let's see how much my intuition is correct because he must come by here in a couple seconds, right?
[SPEAKER_00] Is that where he is?
[SPEAKER_00] Okay.
[SPEAKER_00] Let's help him.
[SPEAKER_00] I don't want a sort of like kill-death ratio on my intuition that, you know, by luck has
[SPEAKER_00] a higher one or a lower one.
[SPEAKER_00] I want to find a way to really make, have a good intuition.
[SPEAKER_00] Well, that's one generator, now there's two more to go and I need my game to go.
[SPEAKER_00] Whoa!
[SPEAKER_00] No, no, I'm hiding in here. You can't find me.
[SPEAKER_00] There you can.
[SPEAKER_00] I will try to fight one time, but in real life, if the entity is looking at you, it's
[SPEAKER_00] better to do nothing.
[SPEAKER_00] But what the entity also does, is it deactivates your bodily functions.
[SPEAKER_00] Oh!
[SPEAKER_00] Then annoys you in your own body.
[SPEAKER_00] That's also what the entity does.
[SPEAKER_00] so sometimes doing nothing is also not you know you have to activate your body in some way
[SPEAKER_00] i recently learned that i have to eat five times as much as i thought i would i thought i would
[SPEAKER_00] save money by just eating a little bit but now i just watch spongebob and he is like
[SPEAKER_00] crabby patties so i just went to the mcdonald's and just ate four burgers for
[SPEAKER_00] lunch
[SPEAKER_00] cheeseburgers and then I really discovered how little I was actually just to save some money
[SPEAKER_00] and that is how I sort of like defeated this entity controlling my tired body and just
[SPEAKER_00] I don't know just
[SPEAKER_00] moving my blood around in annoying ways
[SPEAKER_00] Also, what he does is let's say I'm trying to do the dishes, right dad
[SPEAKER_00] He tries to take my focus away where he tries to make me bored
[SPEAKER_00] There's another fat travel but something and he makes me yawn very quickly
[SPEAKER_00] I'm reading something and then I'd like the first of the linear
[SPEAKER_00] John the entity needs me gone
[SPEAKER_00] I'm like, no, I just sort of like argue with him.
[SPEAKER_00] I said like, no, I'm not done yet.
[SPEAKER_00] I need to read more.
[SPEAKER_00] I want to read this whole paper.
[SPEAKER_00] He makes me yawn.
[SPEAKER_00] He's like, no, no, no, it's so annoying.
[SPEAKER_00] Ah, you miss, you can't tell me off.
[SPEAKER_00] But I will find a way so that she cannot hit me.
[SPEAKER_00] People in the world always think that when you say like, oh, oh, no, this is literally
[SPEAKER_00] something that has to do with Christian God.
[SPEAKER_00] is that when you say something say like god you more he has this childish tendency
[SPEAKER_00] to you know to maybe like make part of your ear explode or something
[SPEAKER_00] to give you a little sting somewhere this one sounds very annoying because if you say to like
[SPEAKER_00] victory
[SPEAKER_00] mine they're just saving like fishery is mine and you literally look at the bible and you're like
[SPEAKER_00] what the like why does job ask questions this way and what like in the in the verse of job
[SPEAKER_00] you're like like god how does this make sense like like you like when god answers job
[SPEAKER_00] a job is literally like oh yeah of course of course
[SPEAKER_00] you know he doesn't say like hey but god gave an answer but you didn't answer my question
[SPEAKER_00] but the job sort of looks like god like it's like yeah he said he talks in such a mysterious manner
[SPEAKER_00] that i will not doubt what he told me even though but i was distracted by what god is telling me
[SPEAKER_00] so i always start to wonder and at the same time i'm learning the way that god speaks to me
[SPEAKER_00] And I am, while ignoring that my questions were not answered, I'm trying to speak God's language to Him back, like if God asks a question or some kind of riddle or something.
[SPEAKER_00] And you have to also keep in mind there's words that say, like, the roots on our feet or something.
[SPEAKER_00] thing. I'm like, what? We are not trees. But okay. So then Job tries to answer God in sort
[SPEAKER_00] of the way that God is speaking to him, while also ignoring all the parts that God ignores
[SPEAKER_00] his question. And Job just asks, God, has thou forsaken me or something? And how come
[SPEAKER_00] that all these questions...
[SPEAKER_00] i have for you thank god um thank god answers in a very mysterious manner that is very hard
[SPEAKER_00] to understand but job just keeps answering in some kind of way that maybe god would like him
[SPEAKER_00] to talk to him because that is sort of like how god talks it's very um yeah that is what i have
[SPEAKER_00] with um when i read the bible like all these unanswered questions
[SPEAKER_00] just gotta answer the mystery and then cover the answer okay i'll go right to that killer
[SPEAKER_00] okay i'll just i'll hunt the killer i smashed
[SPEAKER_00] so many
[SPEAKER_00] You know the song that always goes at the born identity and stuff like
[SPEAKER_00] Streamways
[SPEAKER_00] Then the death and then he says I broke everything new again
[SPEAKER_00] Everything that I own, you know, that is like what sort of when I had like the Bible
[SPEAKER_00] You know, especially it came to me when I read the verse of job. Oh
[SPEAKER_00] Yeah, you know what? I just talked about
[SPEAKER_00] You know, so I
[SPEAKER_00] i smashed a screen i totally destroyed it like a 400 euro screen um all these things but i was
[SPEAKER_00] starting to question god on these things he didn't answer and i was like how does this make sense
[SPEAKER_00] like that doesn't even make any sense this job guy is pretty stupid how he just doesn't answer
[SPEAKER_00] he's just okay with god not answering him one like how does he not see this
[SPEAKER_00] Um, and I read the Bible, I see exactly when Job gives up on holding on to his points that
[SPEAKER_00] are ultimately not getting satisfactionally answered.
[SPEAKER_00] You can literally like see, if you read Job, where this whole verse falls apart because
[SPEAKER_00] Job just goes along with how God tries to dodge his questions.
[SPEAKER_00] job is to everything that God says
[SPEAKER_00] he's just like
[SPEAKER_00] yeah I just follow your story
[SPEAKER_00] I end up at some place
[SPEAKER_00] that I totally don't understand
[SPEAKER_00] and I'll just be like
[SPEAKER_00] what a tree of wisdom
[SPEAKER_00] so yeah that is my
[SPEAKER_00] that's my review of the job
[SPEAKER_00] verse in the bible
[SPEAKER_00] I feel like Moses when I'm walking. I'm just talking about the Bible, and I have been untouched by any killer.
[SPEAKER_00] No, you can't do this. I am Moses. Let me go at once.
[SPEAKER_00] Okay, just hang.
[SPEAKER_00] No, no.
[SPEAKER_00] Thank you.
[SPEAKER_00] Thank you.
[SPEAKER_00] Funny ending
[SPEAKER_00] Funny ending
[SPEAKER_00] Yeah
[SPEAKER_00] I am Moses
[SPEAKER_00] Just a little
[SPEAKER_00] Tracks
[SPEAKER_00] My funny opinion.
[SPEAKER_00] Don't say that.
[SPEAKER_00] My funny opinion.
[SPEAKER_00] My funny opinion.
[SPEAKER_00] I'm just saying it's not funny.
[SPEAKER_00] My funny opinion.
[SPEAKER_00] About the Psalm.
[SPEAKER_00] I'm just saying it's funny.
[SPEAKER_00] Okay.
[SPEAKER_00] I think it's really funny
[SPEAKER_00] Where's it play another game?
[SPEAKER_00] I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.
[SPEAKER_00] And more, and more, and more.
[SPEAKER_00] We'll be right back.
[SPEAKER_00] Thank you.
[SPEAKER_00] Thank you.
[SPEAKER_00] And also, with, you know, all these things, I also smashed my completion controller, and I broke everything new again, everything that I own.
[SPEAKER_00] It's like, I also smashed my completion controller against a wall of anger.
[SPEAKER_00] Then, because the entity was just annoying my body a little bit too much, I was actually angry.
[SPEAKER_00] at the entity because i was like why do you make me tired and why do you make me yawn
[SPEAKER_00] just when i was you know i was having fun i remember a day a time when i was just playing
[SPEAKER_00] video games for eight hours a day but oh you know like when i died in call of duty
[SPEAKER_00] um in a game every time you die you get a little bit more tired a little bit more sleepy
[SPEAKER_00] if in skyrim i get more health
[SPEAKER_00] points i literally get more health points in real life i just feel more awake but if you die a
[SPEAKER_00] little bit too much literally my eyes would get start they started to close but now someone's
[SPEAKER_00] is bonking on the wall like i cannot talk about this see this is the type stuff that i'm talking
[SPEAKER_00] about so that is why the controller is like like i don't have time to read what is there because by
[SPEAKER_00] you know
[SPEAKER_00] This happens, if I let go of the stick, it goes like this.
[SPEAKER_00] Okay, I'm still not holding the stick.
[SPEAKER_00] Oh, okay, it goes like this.
[SPEAKER_00] See, it's still moving. Okay, it'll go like this.
[SPEAKER_00] Okay, I'm just going to try to read this.
[SPEAKER_00] So yeah.
[SPEAKER_00] I'm a leader.
[SPEAKER_00] I'm a leader. I'm a leader.
[SPEAKER_00] I'm a military leader.
[SPEAKER_00] Each level of the blood web
[SPEAKER_00] is procedurally generated. Keep in mind that its layout and content are unpredictable.
[SPEAKER_00] I return to the space I call the blood web as often as I can. I feel like I'm starting
[SPEAKER_00] to gain more control over it. I'm able to focus and travel to deeper levels. Here's
[SPEAKER_00] a fair warning to anyone who might attempt
[SPEAKER_00] to follow my steps tread carefully as the blood web is unpredictable and ever-changing
[SPEAKER_00] benedict baker's journal november 1896 oh yeah that's also something i noticed about
[SPEAKER_00] the bible if i read the bible i get very bad at numbers did you see before i said 1869
[SPEAKER_00] was born I am born in the year 1996 but I pick up a Bible so terrible numbers if
[SPEAKER_00] I pick up a Quran which is from Islam they the the Muslims invented numbers so
[SPEAKER_00] if I pick up a Quran I get so I read very quickly I see numbers like very
[SPEAKER_00] fast in the Bible
[SPEAKER_00] They put more emphasis on how you speak.
[SPEAKER_00] If you read the Bible, you talk to someone, you say, if you pick up the Bible, you try
[SPEAKER_00] to talk to someone and you say like, Hey, I want you to do something and I want it now.
[SPEAKER_00] And why, why do, why should I want this?
[SPEAKER_00] Because it's a very logical thing to do.
[SPEAKER_00] If you say like that, they, they will take the piss out of you and not take you seriously.
[SPEAKER_00] The Bible really wants you to.
[SPEAKER_00] talk in a certain way that is very that is very like like this and if you really
[SPEAKER_00] need something you have to put emphasis in your voice and all these things well
[SPEAKER_00] just because I want to you know you know those type of things it really
[SPEAKER_00] appreciates you if you talk like that but like numbers numbers weren't even
[SPEAKER_00] offensive back then
[SPEAKER_00] like maths let's say maths numbers were probably invented because romans invented i think numbers
[SPEAKER_00] but like math is what the quran and muslims invent so when i pick up a um
[SPEAKER_00] you know when i pick up a quran you know i just can read way faster it's less about
[SPEAKER_00] how i talk but it's still very it's very appreciated how you talk
[SPEAKER_00] but logic has a little bit of more of an upper hand um as a muslim or as um when
[SPEAKER_00] you just have a quran you read it but if you read the bible all that doesn't matter it's
[SPEAKER_00] just more you can tell people anything when you read a bible as long as it is in a very
[SPEAKER_00] captivating way of speaking you know something like that but when you go to someone
[SPEAKER_00] and you go to someone with a problem you're like like this is so like i really need like i really
[SPEAKER_00] need help i try to be as calm as possible but i really like actually need help i've been through
[SPEAKER_00] so many pain then people literally try to take the piss out of you and try to like take you down
[SPEAKER_00] if you if you read the bible we say it in a boring way yeah that's what i have to think about when i
[SPEAKER_00] read this
[SPEAKER_00] know like starting to gain more control over it is sort of like how you speak in skyrim they say
[SPEAKER_00] the way of the voice well if you just read bible and then this happened and then and then this
[SPEAKER_00] happened and then this no one will listen to you they'll take a piss out of you it's like starting
[SPEAKER_00] to gain more control over it was actually when i found someone that learned you know blah blah blah
[SPEAKER_00] this is what i'm saying right now when i just started using my voice it's not boring but it's
[SPEAKER_00] just extra details
[SPEAKER_00] When I started to use my voice in a certain way, I started to experience just reading more, reading more.
[SPEAKER_00] And then you use different voices.
[SPEAKER_00] You can read the Bible with Peter Griffin's voice, and then it will have a different effect.
[SPEAKER_00] I wanna everybody say about the bird.
[SPEAKER_00] You know, you can use that voice.
[SPEAKER_00] Or you can speak in such a way...
[SPEAKER_00] huh you know you could use that voice and read the bible um or you can just read it like uh like a
[SPEAKER_00] league of legends character or something and be really like this you know like you can read
[SPEAKER_00] so i like always like when i read the bible i was like and then the darkness i always say that
[SPEAKER_00] when i say the darkness and then god be sure it was good you know i say that also a lot
[SPEAKER_00] i mean
[SPEAKER_00] bible and it is all allowed i this is why i don't like christ
[SPEAKER_00] because cry a cry in my language means a crow and and means you have to be silent you have to hold
[SPEAKER_00] everything that you feel like you have to hold it in and no one will listen to you that's what
[SPEAKER_00] christ mean jesus just means your sister in my language g means your and sis your sister
[SPEAKER_00] you have to be you have to cry inside be silent and no one will listen to you and everyone will
[SPEAKER_00] listen to you
[SPEAKER_00] ridicule kill you for all the pain you have that is what jesus christ means to me and it's just a
[SPEAKER_00] stupid confusion thing it's not stupid it's so well done but if you use a different voice you
[SPEAKER_00] know you have different effects but you have to learn how to read everything aloud like loud
[SPEAKER_00] that's why i don't like christ like a crow that's silent i like a crowd it's a crow that's loud
[SPEAKER_00] So yeah, you can read the Bible and you can just use different voices
[SPEAKER_00] To read it so I like and then
[SPEAKER_00] the creepy thing that could put over the earth and I'll say like and then I'll be like
[SPEAKER_00] The dark and then I'll be like and God me sure was good
[SPEAKER_00] That does what I say and then it has sword and
[SPEAKER_00] nice effect but then when i come to like the seed which is in their self they don't like and then i
[SPEAKER_00] talk to people they literally are like i have given myself to this bigger thing and i don't
[SPEAKER_00] care if my entrails become torn apart by rats but i'm also not going to ask
[SPEAKER_00] any help because the seed with the answers is in myself and you can find any answer
[SPEAKER_00] find in yourself and i think that's a bunch of nonsense but okay so yeah that's that's
[SPEAKER_00] maybe like part of a review of like genesis okay again you know something like that
[SPEAKER_00] A voice?
[SPEAKER_00] A voice to read the bible.
[SPEAKER_00] A voice to read the damn book.
[SPEAKER_00] How about that?
[SPEAKER_00] A voice to read the damn book.
[SPEAKER_00] Is that it? Is that maybe it's on the sender voice to read the crow loud book? The crow loud book.
[SPEAKER_00] This is weird to say.
[SPEAKER_00] I'll say what it is.
[SPEAKER_00] Like, end Genesis review.
[SPEAKER_00] Plus Genesis review.
[SPEAKER_00] Hi.
[SPEAKER_00] I would love to, you know,
[SPEAKER_00] to like, learn how to read and
[SPEAKER_00] like a cow...
[SPEAKER_00] voice you know sort of like you don't say damn but you say damn and you put like every
[SPEAKER_00] you know like there's an extra syllable to a word that only has one syllable the creepy pink thing
[SPEAKER_00] The cre-
[SPEAKER_00] The cre-yapping thing.
[SPEAKER_00] The cre-yapping thing.
[SPEAKER_00] Something like that.
[SPEAKER_00] The creed yapping thing.
[SPEAKER_00] Or maybe you can, like, if you read the Bible in Genesis, and it's like the creeping thing, you can say the creed, from 7th Street, you can say the creed yapping thing, the cre-a-ping thing, the cre-a-ping, the cre-a-ping thing, no, no, no, I said the creed yapping thing, because of a cowboy voice, they're like, cre-a-ping, da-yo, you know, not damn.
[SPEAKER_00] The greed.
[SPEAKER_00] Yeah, thanks.
[SPEAKER_00] Creepy episode, creepy episode, the IR, IR, the IR, creepy episode, the creepy episode.
[SPEAKER_00] A creepy yapping thing that yappers the earth.
[SPEAKER_00] They're all yours.